greendrakkon

♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"... ♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"... ♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her... ♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down... ♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls... ♥ To every guy that said he would die for her... ♥ To every guy that really would... ♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for... ♥ To every guy that cried in front of her... ♥ To every guy that she cried in front of... ♥ To every guy that holds

I don't get love, well both literally and figuratively. You find the right person, and it never seems to work out.  I'm tired of being alone, supposedly I'm a great catch and women keep telling me that I'm too good for them but that the right one will come along. My opinion? It's bullshit.  All of it. If I'm such a great goddamn catch then why doesn't anyone want me? Death would be preferable to the pain that keeps returning every time I dream, imagine or hope.  I need to do some serious thinking about my life, lack thereof and what I want to do about it..

Well, that wonderful girl from two and a half years ago turned out to be a tad bit unhinged. Why are the only women who are attracted to me mentally unstable? I'm going to try and start working again, and thinking about going back to school for an accounting degree.